A Smile That Explodes ☮

Screams at home make me shiver. Because I can almost predict what’s gonna happen. Sometimes things get bad, but sometimes they get real bad. I just want to get out of there. And leave. - Never come back. Though I can’t, I still long for that day I can, I can go away and never come back. And it’s almost here.

But now I feel better. I can control the situations better and I don’t have to block out the memories. It’s all better now, or it’s at least what I keep telling myself.   I took a very long walk today. I thought a lot about stuff that’s happening, and it’s all good. I just really hope it says like this. I would really make a difference.

.L